Beneath the steadying fear of Darkest Dungeon

Only under pressure do we find diamonds.

So close to shattering, but still they press onward.

My Hellion is about to die.

This isn’t the dramatic climax to her story.  This is not the point when I realize that all of her character development was leading to this moment, that her braggadocio was a front for a long-standing inner weakness.  There will be no scene in which she declares that even a coward can be brave, when she needs to be, ramming her glaive into the throat of some howling beast before it slices her crippled body to ribbons.  No, in a turn or two she will just die, unless my other team members can save her in time, because that’s the nature of Darkest Dungeon.

And I’m seventeen again, standing outside of my girlfriend’s dorm, my mother standing there and explaining to me in completely alien calm that my father is dead, that the last time I had spoken to him was the last time I would say a word to him, that I had no control over that, either.  Which is why Darkest Dungeon can at once be brilliant and horrid at equal turns, the sort of game that I would recommend to almost anyone but with several rather strict caveats despite how much I enjoy it.

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Telling Stories: Stopping points

Yes, I know, it's a horrible logo. I'm not always good at those.If there has been only one theme to the many things that I have written about roleplaying over the years – and there have, in fact, been many themes – I would hope that one of the ones that gets hit on the regular is the idea that no one should make you feel pressured to continue a scene when you aren’t having fun.  You should always have the freedom to say that you need to stop and take a break, or that a scene is making you uncomfortable, or the like.

You should also have the freedom to say that you need to take a nap or go have dinner with your family or just that if you stay at the computer any longer you’re going to develop some kind of infection.

Roleplaying is like any other activity insofar as it’s not fun when it becomes a slog.  A lot of people prefer to have roleplaying as an open-ended thing, an act I wholeheartedly endorse and agree with.  But it’s important despite that to have stopping points and give players the freedom to step away, and knowing that there are hard stopping points can ultimately make for better roleplaying.

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Challenge Accepted: Forever running

Unhappy citizens are a real concern, though.

There is no permanent failure, just different steps on the road to success, most of which involve persistence.

When you play Peggle, there is a finite puzzle to solve in each level.  No additional pegs will crop up to assail your dwindling supply of balls, you will not rush ahead to the next level with the same number of balls you began play with, there are no carryover elements from one stage to the next.  You clear the puzzle as it’s presented to you and that’s enough.

When you play Lumines, this isn’t the case.  The game starts, and it keeps going until you screw up.  That’s the long and short of it.  The challenge will just continue for as long as you play.  And while both games are fundamentally puzzle games, one of them is a game wherein each level should be played to completion, while the other is an ongoing process.  And there are some interesting differences between a challenge that just runs forever and one that exists in a contained space.

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The Final Fantasy Project: Final Fantasy V, part 7

I don't expect it to last, but it'll be nice while it does.

Artwork from a sketch by Yoshitaka Amano

The downside of taking breaks between installments of this game is that when you have a game so thoroughly built upon making an extended project out of your characters, you occasionally… forget what you were doing with your characters.  Luckily, it usually just takes a few minutes of glancing at abilities to figure out what I was doing again with character abilities.

With the plot?  Not so much, since we have unfortunately slipped into a mire wherein we are going in a seemingly random direction for no reason beyond the fact that there’s stuff in that direction or something and I guess we can go that way or something?  We seem to have nicely stepped away from our ostensible goal of finding the Earth Crystal, that’s not great.  So it’s off to the Desert of Shifting Sands, because that’s close on the map and we haven’t been there yet, so why not?

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